somewhere in between

let's go to my launch station to see if i can decipher anything from what's played. actually, i'm really starting to desire an iPod. last night, out of nowhere, i thought, "i need an iPod." in the past, i've always "wanted" an iPod. but since i told myself i need it, well then, that means it's a necessity for me now. anyone up for a shopping trip =)

1. changes - 3 doors down
2. stars - david crowder band
3. follow through - gavin
4. beautiful you - bebo norman
5. disappear - greenwheel
6. somewhere in between - lifehouse
7. more - seventh day slumber
8. first week - graham colton band
9. dreams be dreams - jack johnson
10. this ruined puzzle - dashboard confessional

#1, #3, #6, and #9 were the first to stick out. this is crazy, but including myself, i know possibly 9 people that will likely be in a new city within the next year. i guess it's a good thing we're going through all these changes at the same time....it's always easier to support others and be supported when one understands what the other is feeling. #6 is by far the best how i feel about all these changes. i know it sounds like i'm confused or not being completely honest, but i'm becoming good about being happy and sad about something at the same time. if i was in a pessimistic mood tonight, i'd focus on #5 and #10. but, let's be encouraging instead because i want to go to bed happy. i seriously doubt that those who move far away will disappear; and likewise, when i leave i won't disappear from those that remain in waco. and that whole "ruined" puzzle thing...pssh. sure, there will be times things are going to be complicated....that's part of change. i don't see anyone coming close to ruining their new chances though.